Neither Fiddle Nor
Guitar
by Goud Rymer
the
day the music died
the
day the prof got fried
the
day the cliffs were spied
the
day the car was buyed
the
day my mom got pie-eyed
My
guitar plays the most beautiful music even in the hands of a novice. It rings
like unto bullion. This loveliness of tone one purchases. None with a three
hundred dollar Yamaha derives, ever, such sweetness from wood. Closeness of
growth ring in the spruce top makes much of the difference, but most depends on
the thinness of the finish; seven to twelve layers of a special varnish applied
with extreme care as to evenness and sparseness give a quality stringed instrument
its cadre. Such a guitar (and I speak with circumspection so none will suspect
the true worth of my "precious"), surprise informed me, values in at
nearly ten thousand dollars. But leave money matters for the peasant. I love
simply to play this wonder and not to estimate its worth in coinage.
I speak as if my guitar still lives. A
story of sad consequence involving this most voluptuous of my belongings
occurred one day some time ago. I work at an used office supplies depot now and
then, when too long ensconcement in my home becomes wearisome. Employment
diverts me. I despise steady employment for reasons that I have no wish to
divulge at the moment but you may rest assured that they have nothing in common
with indolence, nor do they derive from an aversion to supporting myself. I am
fully kept already by a legacy from the institute for the blind. By
"legacy" I betray my own rampant imagination, which prefers to rename
vulgar things. Sex becomes intimacy. Murder becomes crime. Cancer equals incurable
illness. And thus I live more happily, unburdened as I feel with the sadness
that saddles much of the working world. The institute pays my groceries and
modest monthly expenses as well as provides a small regular dolance for
incidentals and treats and on this small dispensation I live without fear or
hardship.
Now, on one of the mornings when I walked
to work--a Tuesday it was--I gladly opened the door and just as willingly took
up my white cane from its place inside the door. I tipped my hat to no one in
particular and strode off down Grier. When the grocer shuffled by I greeted
him. The petite woman who sells kindness on a corner near my apartments said no
word to me in return for my spry salutation as I passed her. And others, too,
seemed unusually reserved for a lovely fall morning. But I would have been of
similar moodiness had I known what was to transpire within the next little
while during my absence from the apartment. I came back the same way I had left
some six hours later and unlocked my door. Immediately I knew that something
had happened the moment I stepped inside. I ran to my music stand and reached
for the familiar neck only to find it not there. Feeling my way about the room
I finally came upon it crumpled in a corner. The top had been stepped through.
The sound hole was now twice its proper size. The neck lay in two pieces. My beloved
was ruined. No Erasmus of luthiers could have repaired or ever would repair it.
My life wrecked, my hopes and joys permanently dashed, I promised never to play
a guitar again. I have for the past six years kept that vow, untempted by lute
or mandolin, fiddle or guitar.
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